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| 05:47pm 26/06/2008 |
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I suck. Very much. |
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| 08:58pm 06/06/2008 |
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mood:  cold music: Nothing
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Dear Waterfront,
I love you, but you're not what I really want or want to be right now.
Love,
Jocey.
I need to get over myself. |
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| 04:30pm 28/04/2008 |
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mood:  blah music: Edwin McCain
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So..
I.
am.
a.
horrible.
friend!
I get something new and I don't know how to keep it and manage them because I enjoy the new things or people way to much. I never want them again until I'm ready. I need to stop. I have dropped so many good people lately, but I try and hold on to the fact that they won't join me with the new people and I try and think of it as not my entire fault. As I drop people more people come into my life. I have only ever continuously kept one person and I thank GOD they stay by my side because they are not scared to put me in my place, when everyone else may talk me up to be some great person. Thanks. No matter how many new friends I get or where I move to. You know who you are and you will always be my best friend! Even if you're not shown as number one you're still my number one friend! |
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| BIRTHDAY, School, Studying Abroad. |
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| 02:27am 14/04/2008 |
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mood:  cheerful music: Counting Crows- Mrs. Potters Lullaby.
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Wow- so today is officially my birthday. Even though I wasn't born until 11am.. I'm 20 kind of excited, but I still feel super young. Because everyone I hang out with now is 21 or about to be 21, one of my good friends is about to graduate...or they have already been 20 for awhile. So I am the baby. I'm ok with that though. I'm excited for tonight though. Sara, Amber, Lia, Beth, and Lisa and maybe Katie and I are going over to Sara's apt and were going to have a taco night for my birthday. Then Sara, Amber, Lia and Lisa are going to come to mia casa on Friday and my mom is going to have a barbeque and swim and such. Pamela is going to come too. Hopefully they all get along, but I don't really worry about it to much because they are all super nice amazing friends. Maybe Rantz might make a cameo? To wish me happy compleanno! My mom is going to make me a funfetti cake.. My fave! Love love love!
School has been going good, hanging out with friends, Ecsar stuff(I've had so much case time lately, I love it!), school work is eh I suck at italian everything else I'm good with. I can't wait until Italian is over. I applied to study abroad at our London Study Centre. My Italian professor is leading that trip. I haven't officially been accepted, but he told me I was in. I figure believe him since he told Sara I was in and told me Italian class that he and I will be in London together next semester. I figure if he is telling the class, I'm in. You won't see me for four months!
Summer is going to be weird, I'm not going to be at camp for the first time since I was 14. I am staying at school and working at the watersports camp at the waterfront. I can make over 1000 dollars more for london, and I may be a summer RA. So that will resinate more money! YAY! I'm also going to get a super ton more cases this summer, because ECSAR is still running and I'm going to be here to respond, so I'm going to get a million times better. |
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| Good times! Oh yes how they are! |
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| 01:04am 04/01/2008 |
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music: Apology- Ashley Parker Angel
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So can I just say that I have possbibly had the best winter break, ever?
I got to travel up north, see some snow fall... I got to go to camp, hang out with my friends( a little drama, but eh wouldn't be camp) Loved every minute of my break. Especially winter camp.. I hope summer is this good!
I am now back on campus, I am pretty much serving duty the entire time.. Eh whatever it is going to help me get the rating I want! YES! and I get to hang out with my friends at school.. oh how I missed them! It has been a good time, really cold though! |
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| well back again gone again! |
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| 02:54am 24/12/2007 |
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music: IN THE NAME OF LOVE!!!!
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Hmm. what to talk about
I am on winter break and having a pretty decent time. I got out of school on Friday the 14 and then The next day I flew up to The PA to visit my sister. I was up there for a week and saturday I got back down to Florida. We drove down here. A lot worse than flying. It honestly felt like we would never make it! But we did We got in at like 630 in the morning! Phew! I have pretty much been chillin with my best friend and then doing the whole christmas junk. But again in my true fashion I will not be home for long. I Leave again early wednesday morning for winter camp. I will be back on the 1 I believe and then I leave again on the 2nd for school... Well hopefully I will be in school.. I owe a bunch of money that I do not know how I can pay!
Although I did a lot better this semester then last year, I didn't do as well as I would have liked in a certain class. I am just waiting on one last class to turn my grade in, but he doesn't have to turn it in for awhile and he will probably take forever for it! The man is like that. I don't like him, but sucks because he is my mentor and I need him for stuff like registration.
Hmmm. That is all I can think of right now..
My January is going to consist of Taking my class, Ecsar, ecsar more ecsar and trying to have fun! Oh and making some money! I need to save for London Next year! Like starting NOW! I can do it! |
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| Don't be afraid to wish and dream. |
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| 11:25pm 09/11/2007 |
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mood:  busy music: Mayday Parade- Take this to heart!
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Wow. So I definitely do not remember the last time I updated this thing. I try to do it and think about it often, but then I just don't. I am a really busy person lately. I have so much going on. I do like it that way, but then I think I might want to know what it is like to not be this busy, but I don't change anything. I have so much going on my time pretty much consists of; school, EC-SAR, being an RA/ResLife.
School: Classes are doing pretty amazing I love the classes that I do have. I only dislike one of them. I just don't enjoy the way the class is taught. I mean the class I don't like is Politics of Revolution and Development(RevDev) and I just don't like his teaching style. this specific professor is my mentor, and I like him as that, but he is alright. I kind of wish I got Wigton as my mentor I really like him, but I didn't. Italian is ok. My midterm grade was awful, but I am working on bringing that up like nobodies business. Constitution and individual rights(love love love that class). I also love my basic acting class it's a good time. Ra class sucks, but it's an easy credit. On the residential side of campus, just hanging out and having an amazing time! I have met so many great people and become better friends with people I have met last year. I also have an amazing time hanging out with Brittany, Lisa and Veronica, and Brie! That's the gang right there. We're amazing people.
EC-SAR: Is super sweet! I love the team even more this year than I did last year. I don't know I finally feel like me and ecsar are finally aligned where I want it to be. I did really well on my comms training stuff. That means I am capable of running cases in op-com! Which is pretty sweet. We had a case folder exam which was the last thing we had to pass and I was one of two people to pass! To hear that was a great feeling because I was always the kid who didn't pass something or struggled with something and I owned at these! I just really need to practice my local knowledge stuff! I know I can get it I just need to work at it. Even though I am local knowledge challenged. I have been hanging out with the team a lot more also and that is awesome. Tonight I went to the St. Petersburg little theater with Jessy and Beth to see the diary of anne frank. We had a fantastic time. It's weird though not being the freshman of the team and having others come on. I don't know it's different, but some of them are cool.
RA/ResLife: This takes up the rest of my time. I make money for being an RA and I get my own double single. So that's cool. The downside was I had to leave the beta complex which I love it there and pretty much close group of friends live there so i always visit, eh not the same! I moved to the Zeta complex(aka the dirty z) It also isn't close to the waterfront at all and my life is basically at that place. I have rounds and stuff that I have to do and work around ecsar and I have to plan dorm events etc! Good times though
Wow this is turning out to be super long. I am applying to study abroad next fall in London! If I get it I will be in Europe for an entire semester that will be so amazing! I hope/ pray I get this opportunity to do it. It will be one of the best things I have ever done!
I am going to be super busy this weekend. I am covering Lena's duty from 7am to 6 tomorrow. going on patrol for her at 130-430 then I have stephs duty crew tomorrow night from 6-10. That's not all the Sailing team is hosting the ACC regatta and I am helping with that tomorrow starting at 830. Sunday I have to go home at about 7 am and be back by 245 and go on patrol at 3 until 6 then I am off duty! Phew it will be busy! But hopefully I get in some good local knowledge practice! |
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| 02:13pm 26/05/2007 |
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Hmm so my first year of college is done, let me just say it has been one of the best/weird/at times the worst year. This first year eh I wish I could change some of the things, but once January hit it became a new experience. I met so many people I made another move that I wish I could of had all year. I met and hung out with some of the best people in my dorm, took one of the best classes, I had the very best roommate anyone could ask for, I finally hung out with the amazing ECSAR kids and one of them is now one of my closest friends. I think I accomplished many of the things I set out to do in my first year. I'm not sure how I did with my grades. Right now I have a C and B I'm not sure about my other two though hopefully ok because those are the two I am worried about. I blew through those Finals, but I'm not sure if that is a good thing or not.
In true Jocelyn Fashion. I finally unpacked all of my college gear and was complete living in my house truly for the first time, but once again I traded in college wear for camp wear. I am leaving in three days on the tuesday which is the 29th. I am complete in staying home right now. I'm ready to go somewhere. I have seen my best friends PAMELA and RANTZ. I have seen my family- which includes my sister and her kids. I've hung around brandon/valrico. I've seen my second family(Pamela's). I'm done here as sad as it is to say. I'm getting antsy to be back in the MIC. So many of my favorite people will be back. That hasn't happened in so long.
I don't know why I can't not be busy and just chill at home. I'm just in that mode. I don't think my mom likes it even though she says she doesn't. But I can't be held down I need to live and not being busy is something I can't stand. Well this has been a pretty weird entry. It's all over the place, but eh deal with it.
<3 Joce xoxo |
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| Wow total jam packed weekend! |
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| 03:02pm 27/04/2007 |
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So I am totally stoked about this weekend. I have been excited for a weekend in a long time! Well except my birthday weekend, but that is an omission because it was my birthday that is just really great!
I have a jam packed schedule for real..
Friday: Watch event! We're going to the casino and then back to Omega and chill Rap battle. I have totally been practicing! 99 Problems biotch!
Saturday: Beach day for ECSAR.. Jessy and I totally bought 1.00 dollar kites! Mine is disney princess! That is during the day, then at night My school totally gets the entire Adventure Island Park to ourselves.. Tickets only 15 so Lisa and I bought one today and then Brittney got one so she is going to! Hopefully Veronica got my text to get one also! So Saturday is jam packed!
Sunday: I have my ECSAR Oral test at 10 Hopefully I can still go wakeboarding! I'll be sad if I can't, and then at 5 it's our LSDP reunion at Fort DeSoto north beach until 8 then I go back for Duty crew!
Excitment! So I haven't updated in a long time, but that's what is going on this weekend. Good times! |
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| Yay I got my room! |
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| 02:40pm 14/03/2007 |
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Oh man I totally got into the room I wanted!!!
Brittany chose number 11 We were the third lowest number. It was amazing! Because before us everyone was above 32 We're pretty stoked...
Next year will be amazing! |
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| 03:34pm 12/03/2007 |
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Spring break soon... I'm excited for my few days off until I have to come back.
Many good crazy times lately... |
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| not a good day! |
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| 06:35pm 14/02/2007 |
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So today, just made me pretty pissed. Not because of the whole valentines day thing or whatever, but just in general. |
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| 03:47am 31/01/2007 |
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Wanted: Time to talk to my best friend!
Missing since: 1/20/07
* After my moms birthday party I became busy.
If you can match our schedule and times we aren't out being busy that would be very helpful!
Reward: Knowing that I now know what is going on in her life and vice-versa!
<3 Jocelyn |
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| Today= AMAZING! |
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| 03:32am 31/01/2007 |
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So today was the start of a new term, winter term is officially over and I had no classes today. Even though I didn't have classes today I felt really productive and accomplished...
I slept a bunch. After dinner at the Cheesecake Factory to celebrate Brittanys birthday I chilled at Delta for a while then Jen called me over for a bon fire went to that and then played some super smash brothers. After that at about twelve or so came back to my room and went to sleep. I seriously slept from like 1230 to 1100 this morning.
I woke up and got dressed then checked some stuff for classes and then went to campus safety and signed up for my new work schedule. I decided not to work as much so I am only working three days a week; Monday(6-10), Wednesday (830-1130), and Friday (7-11). I think only working three days will be good for me to have more time to really study in a good setting and have a real social life. Oh man I also found out Donna submitted my time for me so I get paid for the two weeks I thought I wasn't going to be paid for. That was very exciting!
After campus safety I went to the book store and bought the books for class... I honestly spend almost 500 dollars. My business law class book was 164 and some change. I think I bought an extra book and I'll find out tomorrow and if I did I will definitely take it back for buy back and have extra money... Or if I am wrong I am two books short. I brought my books back to Kristens room and dropped stuff off there. I seriously have adopted her room and the longe couch ever since winter term started.
Then I went to the pub with Kristen and Ally. Then I just chilled around with Liz she kept me from taking a nap. I love her for it. Then I went to my Ec-sar meeting I finally got my gear bag, marlin spike and foul weather gear. I didn't think I had it until Renee came and got me. Dom told me it wasn't there, but Renee got it for me I love her for that...
I went to the pub with Brian and Alicia and Stephanie... Actually good pub food even though the guy did make it look pretty bad. Then went to Delta again played some egyptian rat screw then Brian and I were on the move again. We got Jen and went to Walmart and got smores stuff and Mt. dew had a bon fire and made smores. then went and played some more egyptian screw a rat as I like to call it then I came back at about 1 and have been trying to sleep ever since. I have to get up at 730 and make it to breakfast with Jen by 800 830 classes come fast. I wish I didn't sleep so late today, but I felt I needed it.
Today was just amazing. I love being productive like I was, and being taken care of in getting the stuff that I needed. I'm glad I'm getting paid because Donna submitted my time, I'm glad I got my EC-SAR stuff because Renee fought to get it. Oh just greatness
I just wish I could sleep... |
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| 01:31am 26/01/2007 |
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So because I was never home and always sleeping somewhere else I didn't submit my time form the other day so I don't think I am getting paid. The messed up part??? I NEEDED this money and when I say that I really mean it. It was going to pay a bill. So now I have to try and get my parents to give me the money they owe me I don't even know how anything is going to work because they don't get paid until the day after it's due I think...
I don't know what to do!
I'm going to go talk to Donna and see what it is that I can do tomorrow! I have so many things to do on my list and I don't know when to do it. I can get it done I will get it done! |
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| 06:09pm 18/01/2007 |
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My night is totally screwed.
Whatever I guess there are other ones. |
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| 02:41am 15/01/2007 |
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Steak and shake= A No No!
EC-SAR training coming up next week= hectic...
I will have class and training back to back I think.. no fun, but I will be alright, plus I will be on duty Hopefully I won't be on duty on saturday because it's my moms birthday and if I am I will have to find a cover, but eh whatever hopefully everything works out ok...
Winter Term= Amazing.
That's my update!
Jocey<3 xoxo |
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| 11:50am 14/01/2007 |
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Explain it to me?! |
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| 11:51am 12/01/2007 |
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I definitely did not make it to class today... It sucks though because I actually wanted to go.. It was the at the H2Ofront and I love it down there. My freaking alarms messed up and didn't go off at the right time... I hate that phone. I need to remember to bring my alarm clock like nobodys business maybe I'll have my padre bring it to me along with money to do laundry... I'm broke. Well almost broke. |
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